Yesterday was good! i went to work and hardly ate a thing which is such a shock and im so proud of myself. Maybe im learning how to gain control at work because after this weekend ive realised how much ive let myself go and how much i need to loose at least half a stone just to look better!
But today i had to go and FUCK IT UP by fucking BINGING on chocolate and a packet of crisps and chocolate spread! merhieurhsjfd.
I cannot wait for my exams to be over and done with so i can start exercising more and focus on loosing some weight and looking nicer, also im trying to actually make an effort and look better for everyone else because im just a fat ugly mess and who on earth deserves to see such a disgrace like me! i am also doing this for myself so that i feel better.
Going to try and cut down on food, and swap shitty food for healthy food! yayayay - any tips are HIGHLY WELCOME!
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