Oh life, you mystical creature, you always leave me hanging with "what ifs" and "whys" which actually drive me insane.
What if I fail my as levels and they kick me out of college
What if I fail my level 3 BSL and if cannot work with the deaf
What if I fail my driving test
What if I'm never going to make new friends
What if I lose my current friends
What if I never get a boyfriend
Why does everyone eventually leave me or break their promises to me
Why do I have no control over my food
Why can't I change my boring personality
Why am I so unattractive
Why am I so selfish
Why am I so dumb
Why am I so fat (well I know that answer - it's because I'm too greedy and too lazy)
Why do I exist
Does my life even have meaning?
All of these thoughts haunt my head everyday and literally drive me mad. Do you reckon I can get rid of or find the answers to these questions this year? I hope so!!!
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