-At primary school i always used to watch my 'friends' play and just watch and guard all their coats whilst they had fun because i was too self conscious to join in with them.
-I had a really difficult time at high school and got bullied.
-I have never really had many friends, and theres only been one friend who has lasted for 5 years - the rest have not lasted that long and are history pretty much.
-I've never really had anyone to talk to everyday, no one really seems to 'get me'.. even though i try to make attempts to talk to people, it just doesnt really work so i get fed up and give up.
-I've only had 1 boyfriend and tbh it was hardly a relationship, we had nothing in common and i wasnt happy. So now i'm just scared of being forever alone
-I've only had 1 boyfriend and tbh it was hardly a relationship, we had nothing in common and i wasnt happy. So now i'm just scared of being forever alone
Yes i have my family and others that i do talk to, but no one really seems to understand fully what i'm feeling, i have people who feel and think very similar things to me, but i just dont know. I am in a room full of people and i just am trapped inside this body that i hate with thoughts that i cant control which hate me.
Yet another rambling that is very repetitive and boring... oh life.
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