So 2013 was the year of...
-losing my virginity
-finishing high school (what a hellish time high school was)
-winning prom queen and king with my best friend aaron
-starting greenhead college
-starting driving lessons
-passing my BSL level 2 and starting my BSL level 3
-starting over with a new therapist
it doesn't feel like much has happened but overall, all of the above things have changed my life forever. Yes i've had heartbreak, yes ive had dark days, yes ive struggled... but i've survived and for that i should be thankful. i know that ive made plenty of mistakes, but i will learn and grow from them into hopefully becoming a better person. i'm not falling for the bullshit of 'fresh new start' just because its a new year, but i can say that 2014 will have a whole different load of memories and mistakes that i will get upset by, scream cry and hurt myself by, but i will learn from them and come back stronger.
my mental health issues will always still be there in the back of my mind, for as long as i am still breathing, my aim is to just recognize my issues when they arise and to try and challenge them and push those horrible thoughts into the back of my mind. its not going to be easy, but im sure as hell it will be worth it!
i just want to say i love all of my family and friends and i know that i feel alone in my head, but i know deep down in my heart i am not alone, and im blessed to have the support of you all.
happy new year, i wish happiness and health with you all xoxoxo
