Nervous

Having a meal with kennedy today, I'm scared because I've never eaten in front of her and she'll think I'm a fat bitch :/ but hopefully we'll have a good catch up

:(

I'm going to get sacked

Ksicfu

I am so fat! :( just eaten loads today

Oh no...

Its starting again, I'm getting more and more conscious of my fat and its horrible. I wish I could cry my pathetic heart out. Hopefully ill start restricting again and loose weight.

Past

I wish I would stop living in the past, it keeps biting me on the arse because the reality that people change and move on upsets me deeply. I have to learn to look for the future... Maybe then ill fully recover and be happy and maybe even meet someone ( most likely not meeting someone as I'm an ugly munter :'( )

I'm wishing you'll ring me. Desperately!

:(

He looks so hot and its upsetting because he hates me