Thursday, 31 May 2012

Start again... AGAIN

Im forcing myself to eat less and exercise more! I can't keep gaining weight I just cant :'(

Wednesday, 30 May 2012

Fucking stupid bitch.

I'm starting a new life starting tomorrow. I'm not going to binge. Im going to focus on exercise, not cutting, work, and exams and hopefully should be happier.

Shaking...

New start

I'm In need of a fresh start. My head is currently fucked and I just need clarity in my life.

Tuesday, 29 May 2012

Food

Binge binge fucking binge its all I do :( I hate myself why do my binges have to be so fucking big no wonder im fat :(

Stupid bitch

Stupid bitch Stupid bitch Stupid bitch Stupid bitch Stupid bitch Stupid bitch Stupid bitch Stupid bitch. Have you gathered that I am a Stupid bitch yet?

Monday, 28 May 2012

Merh

I'm happy your happy but I'm extremelly jealous of your attention your getting from the boy you like. Makes me feel even uglier and fatter and more inadequate.