Need to be healthier

Update

So I failed last night and ate too much then I had to purge. But, today I've re joined recovery record and I'm going to start a fresh healthy life style ( seen as though I can't restrict/loose weight :( ) wish me luck, I'll need it!

Big step

Going to make a big step tonight...

Oops

I'm becoming a bit obsessed with justin bieber :( oh well he's hot and id love to be serenaded by him

Im officially the fattest girl going

I HATE YOU

BULIMIA YOU EVIL FUCKER. I HATE YOU!
YOU MAKE ME A VILE PERSON, YOU MAKE ME LIE, YOU STEAL MY MONEY AND BASICALLY FLUSH IT DOWN THE FUCKING TOILET.
YOU MAKE ME SO EMBARESSED AND WORSE OF ALL YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE SHIT BECAUSE YOU MAKE ME FAT.
THE FUCKING WORST THING IS THAT YOU DONT LET GO AT ALL, YOU'RE SO ADDICTIVE AND I HATE YOU. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LEAVE MY LIFE, BRING ME ANA  BACK OR EVEN BETTER NO ED WHATSOEVER.

your making me fat again, i cant deal with gaining all this weight AGAIN. last year is just repeating itself and i cant seem to stop it :'(

Merh

I'm fed up of everyone knowing my business :( its just holding me back